theunglams

2006-10-02T01:53:00.000-07:00

I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend
You want me to act like we've never kissed
You want me to forget, pretend we've never met
&I've tried and I've tried but I haven't yet

You walk by, &I fall to pieces
I fall to pieces

Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame.
You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who'll love me too, the way you used to do
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces
You walk by and I fall to pieces

Im sorry, I cant pretend.

2006-09-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

You said goodbye, I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling I once knew

IMMMAHOO! ):

2006-09-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

Abby loves him.

2006-09-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

"Angels Brought Me Here"
Guy Sebastian.

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes

My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle

If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here
Yes they brought me here
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here

2006-08-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

-looks at Motherly Del's face!

ISNT IT ... MOTHERLY!

Superfriend, why are you doing this?
You must as well put a bullet through my head.

I just need to get my ass out of Salvation Army,
away from all those corrupted people.

EXAMPLE: HER! &HIM! &HER!
actually, the whole youth group la okay.

2006-08-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

I choose not to believe.

I LOVE YOU SUPERFRIEND.

2006-08-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

Superfriend, I miss you. I do.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you doI'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fal
lAnd now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I want everything back to normal.
Happy like we were before.
Not avoiding each other.
Because it hurts.

2006-07-06T20:56:00.000-07:00

Ladies &Gentlemen! Boys &girls!
Are you bored? Sick &tired of staying at home?
WELL! What better way to kill boredom than
to COUNT &CONNECT THE DOTS!

The picture above shows 3little cute st margs girls!
How about counting their little measel dots!
&joining them after which! Isnt that exciting!

Hahah. Im indeed bored.

TWO YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP.
FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET BOWL.

I guess sec3 is a period where you realize who
are you real friends. Who are the ones who will
stick with you despite being in different classes.

Well, the answer is obviously not you.
Some sort of bestfriends we were.
Blinded I was. Now I see.

I rather not be friends with a person like you.
Cause who knows, my name might be the next
one on your blog titled as a (what you like to call)
FCUKED up friend. Sorry, before that day comes,
Ive given up on our friendship.

Brandon, doubt you'll understand.
Cause you're blinded too.
Neutral? NEUTRAL MY ASS.

2006-07-05T21:27:00.000-07:00

REPLIES FROM URBAN-REBEL.

Ayunni: HEY PUPU. [: Whatever size it is, it doesnt
concern you. Hahah, just stick to your Lizee's. hoho.

Audrey: No! I wasnt stalking you! I havent seen
you in school but you claim to have seen me!
So I guess its the other way around! You're stalking
me instead hur!

Dels: ERROR! &Im way to lazy to remove it!

Farah doesnt deserve my reply.

Jerome: WOOTS back at you. hoho!

2006-06-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

SO THATS MY BOYFR.
MMHM. ALBERT SEE. [: [: [:
&IF YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT,
YOU'RE AN ASSWIPE. :D

&ABBY grumbles.

CLEMENT FANG EAT GRASS! (Zhi cao)
I think you seriously need a smack on
the head. How could you! ):
You made her all sad &stuffs. You meanie.

&ABBY smiles.

Boyfr is such a sweetheart. :D:D
-MELTS.

Goodbye boobos!

2006-06-21T19:47:00.000-07:00

cheng here.
hello al.

abby jus called to say
"CHENGGGGGGGGGG!
MY MOMMY DOESNT WANNA
LET ME GO T TH BBQ"

cheer up beetch! wan a flench fly?

aniways, gins nd abby went mad prank callin
pple ytd. u can visit http://urban-rebel.blogspot.com
or kindly click on her name at th side of
th blog fer more details on their childishly
notorious scandle. tsk tsk.

dad woke up this morn askin "y was abby climbing
over th maid gate?" so happen dad was
drivin hm n he saw her n cel attemptin
to climb. abby made it n cel had to stay
on th other side of th fence.

ok anyway yunzhi, hender, jiaqi, nette nd becs
r comin over. goin t watch runaway vacation.
justin n abby said it was nice so hope its
worth our money.

i kno i blog boring stuffs. bye hos.
breastfeeding. ha ha ha ha ha

2006-06-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

Ironic. Oddly Ironic.
Our church banner thingo says "Where Christ Is Central"
HAHAHA (sarcastic)

Oh wells, maybe it was but now .... (NO COMMENTS!)
mmhm. Now I feel like asking Mom.
"Why, when I was doing perfectly
fine in Balestier, did you take me out?"

I was thinking about the past.
Shannon &Aaron flashed into my mind.
I still have that photo we took like
way back in primary school.

Back THERE &THEN, I wasnt a social outcast.
Back THERE &THEN, I had friends.
Awesome friends. Totally rockin' friends.

I still remember when Sarah (cousin)
would invite Shannon &sister over
&we'll have pillow fights &stuffs like that.

Sigh.

&now?

HELLO WORLD! Im a social outcast. :D -_-"

There's a vibe that feels like
"Hello abby, you're not good enough for us,
you cant be one of us, you dont dress skankly enough,
hence you are not included & you're a reject.
Fuck you &goodbye"

Thats how their stares make me feel.
Thats exactly the vibe I get.

Right now, church to me seems like a battlefield.
You cant trust people, you cant turn around without
making sure the coast is clear cause
you never know which one of your so called "friends"
would stabb you in the back.

Ayunni wants to dedicate her life to God.
She's tagging along this Sunday.
I wont let her join me in the battle,
I'll take her to somewhere where everyone
is included & friends are everywhere.
City Harvest.

Fickle minded me doesnt feel like closing
her blog. ):

2006-06-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

Im a church social outcast &Im proud of it.
Im not being an anti socialist, 70% of the
youth in ____ church is gna rott in hell.

Two options:
1.Try to make a difference.
2. Watch them rott their way to hell.

Somehow, my gut tells me to make a difference.
But how on earth would TWO outcast in church
do the job?

Answer is Faith.

By Faith anything is possible.

My blog is closed. &until I get a new one.
Im welcomed to Emo-rage.
But as the saying went "If you're unhappy
with the textings, blame yourself for
being such a damn kpo."

Bye slut. I hope you dont read this.
Maybe the next time I see you,
you should wear an armour.

Do remember to protect your chest,
or you can say goodbye to breastfeeding.

(Cheng suggested that part.
Thanks, I love you loads too.)

2006-06-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

This blog seems pretty dead &dry.
So I shall post photos each time I blog here!

Your love is amazing, steady &unchanging.

2006-06-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

hey al. cheng here.
i havent been posting cos ive been rather lazy.
cant think of whut to blog abt actually.

yea oh erm shall talk abt ytd then.
went t church with gins n her classmates.
faith assembly of god. yea th one at kim keat.
shocked? i havent exactly stepped into
a church in 2yrs i think.

den we went t whampoa for lunch.
linette, paul, yunzhi, hender, gins n
her classmates followed. yeh n after that,
gins nd frens went t catch a movie at shaw
while de guys n nette n i went t lan n
hung out at kfc. shiok only.

den went hm. changed n played soccer
at th empty carpark. fauzal joined in oso la.

went hm, bathed nd played dota. dota is
getting veri boring. ok tts abt all lorh.
update another time. gdbye.

2006-06-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

I hate insecurities.
They can just go fuck themselves.
Cause all Abby's gna think of is HAPPY THOUGHTS.

mmhm. Okay.
Going out with tua phui meng.

ETHAN. I MISS YOU. [: [:

Oh my gosh!
Just read something! HAHAH!
Something something something
made me laugh! Okay, that was mean,
I shouldnt have laughed at her fringe.

ABBY DOESNT HAVE ANY ENEMIES.
ABBY LOVES THE WORD.
Thankyou &God bless me. hoho!

2006-06-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

You're back.
But everything seems different.):

I hate me.

2006-06-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

Oh God, why do I still feel so much hatred in her?
Just cause she was his _____.
Is this feeling meant to be?
Or what?

I dont wna dislike anyone.
Maybe I really should distant myself
from church. ):

I bet everyone from church thinks Im different.
Cause I dont hang with the youth &all.
You think I want it that way?

Its just that, the things people there do,
doesnt seem acceptable.
Spreading false testimonies &gossiping.
Thats like, an invasion of privacy.

I would really like to fit in.

Mom says Im an anti-socialist
&that the fault lies in me.

But havent you guys notice?
Its only at church, which I dont have friends in.

Im not the girl, you guys thought I was.
Im not an anti-socialist.

2006-06-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

For me there's only you.

Remember the question you asked me?
On a scale of 1-10, what are the chances of us
getting married?

I change my mind. Its a full blast 10.
Faith will see us through.

I love you.

2006-06-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

Dont wna close my eyes.
Dont wna sleep cause I miss you baby
&I dont wna miss a thing.

I dont wna let go. I'll never want to.
This 2 & a half weeks, you've brought nothing
but happiness! I cant imagine us being
on hold.

I dont think I'll be able to do anything right.
I probably wont even have the mood to have fun.

How could she do such a thing.
Please tell me this is all just a bad dream.
Please tell me that this isnt true.
Please tell me that we'll be back to normal,
having tonnes of fun.
Please tell me its going to be alright
&that you'll never leave me.

PLEASE! I beg of you.
Dont let me go. I need you here,
right by my side.

For once can we just ignore whatever
comments they have to make, whatever
rumours &gossip they spread.
Cause I need you so.

Without you, I wouldnt be fun
without you, I wouldnt smile
without you, Im nothing but a piece of crap.

I need you. Real bad.

Please, come back baby.
I need you. I want you.
You're my joy &my comfort.
I cant let you go.

2006-06-10T04:02:00.000-07:00

cheng here. hey hi everione.
bangkok was very fun lor. yeaps.
bought some things for pple.

abby got some snacks.
cheer up alrite?

leon has a "i love bangkok!" shirt!
cool zai!

okok. off fer dinner. bye all

2006-06-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

Boo. Its one of these days again.
I get myself tangled up with thoughts of you.

Oh how I envy those people
who have an open relationship.
They'd announce to the world
"HEY EVERYONE! THIS IS MY BOYFRIEND!
HIS NAME IS YADDA YADDA YADDA
&HE'S FROM YADDA YADDA SCHOOL"

&when people ask me?
I either lie & say I dont have one
or I smile shyly & walk away. ):

mmhmm. but if this is what you want,
I respect it. Anyway or Anyhow, Id still
love the hell out of you.

2006-06-02T01:53:00.000-07:00

We will last won't we?
Whatever the rough edges bring,
even if it means putting everything on hold;
we will overcome it right?

Its our secret; though its a difficult one to keep
from others. We'll get over it right?

I could wait forever, if you say you'd be there too.
CRAPPY LOVE SONGS!
Air supply right nowwww!
Its making me cry!

& now you're off to camp. ):
I miss you badly.

2006-05-30T09:11:00.000-07:00

helo al. cheng here.

havent blogged in decades! have been pretty busy
and all, despite it being the holidays. stupid f-ing
teacher and their rude remarks. they just try to
make it look better in the report cards and all.

i hate mrs goh cui shan f-ing lot! jus cause she
thinks she is an f-ing big shot after being promoted
to a higher position, she thinks she can any o how
send pple for detention. stupid rite?

cause jus now, justin and i came to back to school
after some street soccer match at hougang near dine's
house and our feet were veri painful so we wore
slippers then tt f-ing beeetch din wanna give us our
report slips cause she claimed tt we weren nt dressed
apropriately.wtf? so beetch can. tt fucker fauzal was in
his usual mat slippers and she din even scold him
or watever. sial lah beetch. dun like us then say lah.
ccb. sorri, im extremely agitated over this matter.

promised to take her* out to east coast tommorow.
hey gal, i love u alot!

2006-05-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

I miss Superfriend.
Have been seeing him so much lately. :D
Didnt meet him today & it feels so awkward!
RARRRH!
Gna see him tmr.
Goody goo goo.

2006-05-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

She just wants to be cared for.
& He cares for her,
more than you do even though,
you're her boyfriend.

SUPERFRIEND!
Im frissioning over you. :D:D

2006-05-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

Im so lala-ed!

Im sorry but this is the way I am.

Its just that,

we dont even talk much anymore.

I really liked the starting.

It was nothing but sweetness.

After that?

Bitterness sunk in.

You dont give me the attention I need.

Its like you dont really give a damn.

Its like as if once you've gotten the thing

you want you just disappear.

Last tues was our one week,

you didnt even wish me & worst off,

you've forgotten.

Tmr is gna be our two weeks,

will you remember?

I doubt so.

Well lets see how it goes tmr.

Brandy, I really do hope you remember.

FRISSION.

Is when your heart does a flip flop

when you talk to a certain someone.

FRISSION was experienced

with Nigel, back in the past,

each time I talked to him,

my heart would just do a double stunt.

He gives me the attention I needed.

FRISSION was never experienced

with anyone else after that period,

until now.

FRISSION was re-experienced

with _____, exactly the same

feeling that Nigel directed to me.

Very familiar, too familiar.

Fufiling my attention requirements

Could it be?

Weird or Queird?

2006-05-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

abby here!

talking to cheng on the phone
right now.

HE SAYS "HI"
that rubbish blubber.

CHENG, DO YOU KNOW,
YOU'RE SO DARN FAT RIGHT NOW!
HAHAHAHA!
Got to cut down those pounds!

Cheng says "HEY IM NOT FAT OKAY,
MOMMY SAYS IM A GROWING KIDDO!"

NOO CHENG! You've passed that stage!
You're all blubbery like a penguin.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, baby hasnt confirmed with
me our date details.
WE HAVENT HAD THE CHANCE
TO MEET UP SINCE LAST WEEK!
Im sad. ):

BABY QUICK QUICK SMS OR CALL ME!
IM MISSING YOU LIKE SIAO! ):

I TEAR MY HEART OPEN!
I SEW MYSELF SHUT!
MY WEAKNESS IS,
IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH.

2006-05-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

ABBY'S BACK BACK BACK
BACK AGAIN GAIN GAIN.
ABBY'S BACK BACK BACK.

TELL A FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND.

IM DARN HAPPY FOR VERON & JEROME!
YAYYY!
CHEERS PEOPLE.

Pauline!
Thanks for being Cheng & Abby's
number one fan. :D:D

We love you
from the bottomless
pits of our heart!

2006-05-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

Cheng here. erks!
its been like whut?
a gazillion dino years since
tt beetch abby has blogged
here aha!

anyways here's a short lil
update on whut has been
gg on in our lubb life worz.

jiale n i broke up.
she din trust me.
well i guess trust in a relationship
is very impt.

cuz it is in beetch's case too.

she n khai is over.
cuz she could nt trust him.
but fred nt, she's alright.
look how gay she sounds
all the time. she is okay de la.
she's happy w someone else.

thnx fer tuning into emo-rage.
sry fer de boring jialat post.
wanna go eat supper liaos.

bye shi jie.

2006-04-22T23:07:00.000-07:00

I WILL WORSHIP THE LORD
WITH THANKSGIVING IN MY HEART.

Ask & you will receive.
For God so loved the world,
he gave his only son.

SO LETS ALL JUST REMEMBER
NOT TO ASK FOR TOO MUCH.
Cause he gave us his only son.

I LOVE NIGEL. :D
& MY SMALLBOY KHAI
& MY BABY GINA!
& Cheng
who's new name is BLUBBER. :D

2006-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Should I be happy?
Or sad?

I really dont know.

BUT ALL I KNOW
IS THAT I REALLY
LOVE YOU.

Til death do us part.

2006-04-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

CHAAAAAA! [: [:

Im a happy beeetch!

I've found someone,
who's older, more sensible
& is able to erase NLJK off.

OHHHH CHAAAAA!
Church has been a different place
with you around. [: [:

YOU MAKE ME SMILE!

2006-04-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

Im gna let go
Im gna let go
Im gna let go
Im gna let go
Im gna let go
Im gna let go
Im gna let go.

Im telling myself to let go.
But my emotions arent.

WHY THE HELL AM I SO
ADDICTED TO YOU.
YOU'RE LIKE A DRUG!

ITS WORTH THE PAIN IF YOU STILL LOVE ME.
Im not good enough.

I JUST WNA RUN ACROSS THE ROAD
& GET KNOCKED DOWN BY A TRUCK.
Will you miss me then?

I'll do anything, ANYTHING! To get
back the memories of last november.
Thats how much I MISS EVERYTHING.

DRIVEN TO TEARS.
ONCE AGAIN.
ITS MY FAULT.
I SHOULDNT HAVE LET YOU GO.

2006-04-10T03:57:00.000-07:00

I seem happy dont I?

Deep inside, Im just bleeding tears like FUCK.

I kind of miss old times.
Where we hung ard at entertainment macs.
Everything was fun fun fun,
until she came back into your life.

TO HER:
I MAY ACT LIKE IM OKAY WITH
THIS WHOLE NOT CLICKING
WITH THEM
BUT, I HATE THIS FEELING.
You stole them away from us.

It always me that has to put
up with all this fuck.
& you think your life is stressing.

Jer, we just aint close anymore.
I know I may have hurt you.
Put the blame on me, but not
the full 100% blame.

You've hurt me before.
Betrayed my trust.
Hence we cant be together.

I realized what a fool I've been,
I asked Jeremy to go watch
danceworks, thinking that
it would be harmless, but those
mouths that cant be shut in
his school will start to say
Im using him.

OH FUCK THOSE BASTARDS.
I HATE EVERYONE.
I HATE MYSELF.
I LOVE YOU.
IM A FOOL FOR YOU.
NLJK, I've tried erasing you
off my memory, but memories
of you seem to creep
back in.

You always get the better of me.
I love you so.
But I have to let go.
IM DYING TO ASK YOU TO DANCEWORKS.
BUT,
Im afraid, you might think Im ugly.
Im afraid, you might not like me.
IM JUST FUCKING AFRAID.

2006-04-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

Jer, you arent treating me like a bbf.

I HATE THIS PIECE OF POOP
LIFE. EVERYTHING JUST
GOES WRONG.

I dont wna fake anymore smiles.
Im tired.

I dont wna cry anymore buckets.
Im tired.

I am, I really am.

PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK
& SOME LOVING.

2006-04-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

hey ho.
cheng here. juz in case u all forgot.
i own this blog too. hehhhhhhhhhs.

i have nth to say actually,
juz wanna tell de taggers
thnx fer tagging n sharing
ur opinions n all.

abigail wong ai en,
i said follow ur heart.
n since it is set on him*
then jiayou n not anyone
get in to ur way.

lovingg dis siaobao always.

2006-04-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

There's just NOWAY I can trust ANYONE
ANYMORE

Someone everyone betrayed my trust.
Who's next?
Just how many friends am
I gna lose?

I REALLY DO LOVE HIM.
TONNES & TONNES
TRUCKLOADS & TRUCKLOADS
BUCKETS & BUCKETS!
But everything is screwed.
We cant go back to Last November

Im a bitch.
Can help it sometimes.

My world crumbed after what happened.
Nothing is right anymore.

I JUST LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH.

I dont wna live. :(

Nigel, you're the air that I breathe.
I wished none of that happened.
I wish we could turn back time
to
last november

2006-03-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

Say Im selfish.
FINE! I ADMIT I AM.
But dont you dare
tell me that you're not.

------------
WAITING & WAITING.
When will that day come,
when all my efforts pay off.

Its still you. :(

2006-03-26T01:20:00.000-08:00

AS AWFUL AS EVERRRR. :(

Wells, I was being an awfully kpo
person. I read Nic's smses
(NOT BEHIND HER BACK!
SHE ALLOWED ME TO READ!
& EVEN READ SOME OUT TO ME)

I really regret knowing.

I still think that studies are more important.
We could be bbfs.
(bestest best friends)
STILL.

EVEN AFTER THE WHOLE SAM YEO
INCIDENT.
WE COULD STILL BE BBFS.
BUT NOTHING MORE.

CHACHA.

So sick of loves songs
So tired of tears
So done of wishing that you were still here.

FORGIVE ME. :(

2006-03-24T04:08:00.000-08:00

I was being oh so selfish.
All I thought was how mean you guys were.
I never considered anyone elses feeling.
Im really a bitch.

Samuel, I hope you're done
screwing up my life.
Its already as bad as it is.

I lost my bestest best friend to
this conflict you brought upon us.
I lost my self esteem
I lost trust.

I hope you're satisfied.

When I said go,
I never meant away.
You ought to know
the freaky games we play
could you forgive & learn how to forget.
NLJK. You left me behind. :(

Firefly- A*teens

2006-03-23T05:17:00.000-08:00

Lyrics to A-teens FireflyFly firefly
When I said go
I never meant away
You ought to know
The freaky games we play
Could you forgive and learn how to forget
Hear me as I'm calling out your name
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me
You and me
We shared a mystery
We were so close
Like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
Come and play with my desire
Don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night
Fly firefly through the sky
Wait another night
Don't be long
Fire - fire - firefly
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me

I hope you're done
screwing my life up.

2006-03-22T01:35:00.000-08:00

Tell me why Im such a fool for you
Living each day thinking that somehow
one day you'd come back.

I've tried, you cant say I havent,
forgetting you. BUT YOU'RE SUCH
A TUA LONG GONG! STUCK IN
MY HEAD! REFUSING TO LEAVE!
REFUSTING TO BARGE! NOT EVEN
ONE STEP!

(Yes, I know you people out
there think that my anger
management is a humour blog -_-",
LAUGH LA Im suffering OKAY!
Mean people..! hmmph!!)

You cant say I havent tried attempting
to get rid of you, you're such
a bug sometimes, but,
its still you Im crazy over.

Sometimes I wonder if you'd
just get the ~~fuck~~ off
my head, but thats not for us
to do isnt it?

Havent I tried avoiding you
for a couple of weeks?
Did it even work? NAH!

Your charactor changed,
no more innocence left.
You've matured, but in
the wrong way.

Oh wells, what can I do,
Maybe my love will come back
SOMEDAY

WAWAAA!
Im thinking of changing
"Anger management" to Emo-rage.
OOH. I LIKE!
I SHALL CHANGE IT NOW!

2006-03-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

I feel bad
Tell me, am I bad?
I DONT WNA BE BAD

I only want whats best for Jer & I.
Right now, its our studies.
ANYWAYS, he's okay with remaining
as friends, which is a good thing. [:

But I feel bad. After all, he has done
so much for me.
I'll repay him one day. :DDDDDDDD

So this isnt really much of an
angerish post.
Its more emotional. bleah.

I've obtained smth good anyways,
Ive got myself a new bestfriend,
WHOM I LOVE, DESPITE HIM MAKING
ME CARRY THE STEEPLE ALL
THE WAY TO TP, & NOT TURNING UP.
He's, a round of applause for
Faris Danial Bai Chee.

& most importantly,
A NEW BESTEST BEST FRIEND. [:
JEROME CALEB ONG ZHONG WEI.
Anyone who bullies him will
officially have their balls kicked off,
BY ME!

DONT PLAY PLAY WOR!

2006-03-14T20:43:00.000-08:00

Im still deciding whether I should
share my sexy le coq bag with Celeste.
I mean, SHE REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES
90% OF TIME,
But I have to look at her good points right?
Which is darn difficult, cause
she doesnt really have anything.

Define sisters?
We're actually more like enemies.
She hates me.
I hate her back.
FULLSTOP.
End of story.

So dear audience,
should I or should I not
share my sexy slick black
le coq bag with her OR NOT?
I need to take surveys. [:

Oh my goodness,
couldnt sleep last night pls.
I NEED FARIS RIGHT NOW
BUT THAT BASTARD IS
ONLY GOOD FOR DISAPPEARING
AT THE WRONG TIME!
I love him anyhow.
SEE FARIS,
IM SO NICE TO YOU.

Nigel asked me to dinner,
still considering,
HOME ECONS STYLE,

Is it a need or a want?

Mrs EWT would regret
taking me into home econs
(puh lease,! as if I wna join.)

haha. Yeppe, anyways,
Home econs method might help,
So dear readers,
what are factors to consider.

FWALALA.
Some basket said
that my anger blog
is better off as a comedy blog.
FUNNY AH!
IT ISNT SUPPOSE TO BE!
Go read Mr Bean's blog
if you want funny material.

Idiot. -_-"

2006-03-14T07:37:00.000-08:00

Something just isnt right.
Was just browsing through
Gayfriend's (Nigel) friendster.
EHHEHH!

Jer got a teeny weeny bit annoyed.
fwalala.

Anyways then Gf talked to me online,
I got the absolute shock of my life.
I dont wna talk about it.

Just ask me, if you wna know.

2006-03-11T00:32:00.000-08:00

Thats Me & Celeste when we were younger;

WHATS THE MEANING OF THIS MAN.
Why did God create SISTERS!
WHY WHY WHY WHY AH?

Everyone else have nice sisters,
& me?
I HAVE ONE HELL OF A
UNGRATEFUL ONE!

I never liked blogging about
family related stuffs BUT
SHE PUSHED ME TO IT.
I SUMPAH!

SHE'S THE MOST MOST MOST
UNGRATEFUL PERSON EVER.
DONT BLESS HER AT ALL.

GRR.

Cheng, WHAT HAPPENED?
Why are so dao all of a sudden?
When I see you on the bus,
you dont come over & annoy me
anymore, you just stand
there like some buay song
person. WHAT DID
I DO WRONG CHENGGGG.

2006-03-09T06:12:00.000-08:00

Oh great, just awesome man.
Everything has just been screwed
up for me.

In school, some fuckin' bitch
has just got to open
her super big mouth
& backstabb us.

Wait til I backstabb her.
Farah, if you're reading this,
we arent against you,
just thinking what you did
was wrong.

Plus Diana, she's a fake.
You think she likes you?
Oh please. Just wait
til you hear what she says about
you.

I dont plan to be mean but
FACTS ARE FACTS,
backstabb me & I'll
backstabb you.

As with the whole Jer thing.
I just wish I 'd die.

God, if you hate me so much
to give me extra loaded
stress to add on,
why not just shoot me in
the skull?

Good idea? Ever thought
of that?

I've come up of so many ways
to die. Simply Brilliant.

Faking a happy clubber.

2006-03-08T05:24:00.000-08:00

Why is it so?
Even after you claim you
dont like her,
That I still have a vibe
that says you do?

Why does it affect me so?

ARGH, I CANT TAHAN IT ANYMORE.
Each time I see her,
Im reminded of you.

Each time I see her,
my mood decreases by the hundreds.

We're trying to act like
nothing happened.
But deep inside, its cuts & it hurts.
But why is it so?

Im gna break soon.

2006-03-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

fwalala.

Cried durg recess.
I REALLY DIDNT WNA
SEE HER LAAAAAA.

& WHEN I SAW HER,
I CRIED.

WTF RIGHT?

BEL & ALL WERE
SHOCKED?

FARAH CAME TO CONSOLE.
& HAHAHA.
I BLAMED FARAH FOR
MAKING ME CRY.

RUBBISH LA.
WENT TO CLASS,
FARAH HEARD ME OUT
& STUFF.

NOTHING LA.
FUCK SIAAA.
JO TEO, WAH LAO.
I SAID I MISSED HER
& GOT SCOLDED IN THE END.

MY HAIR & BELT.
ALAMAK.

2006-03-06T05:09:00.000-08:00

"Not my problem"

SIGHHHHHHHHHH.
CHENG I MISS YOU TONNES.
Ive decided to share
this anger blog with you
my dearest seancheng :D.

Sms you the details.

Nic informed me about smth
durg recess. When I asked
you, you said you werent
gna be at tp. Fine with that.

Then I told Bel what Nic
informed me, first reaction
she gave me, was what I
expected. I thought the same.

When I told Ayu about it.
Her reaction was exactly
the same. I expected it.

Sigh.
I wasted my tears.
WHY THE FUCKING HELL
DID I CRY.

Jealousy? OVER WHAT?
A NERD!

Everyone asks, WHY? WHY HIM?
How would I know?

Since Bel & Ayu agrees.
He doesnt like me.
He likes _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

God bless my half dead spirit.

I wasted my time.

2006-03-05T01:35:00.000-08:00

To be honest, I am jealous.
Really truly I am.
I like Jer.
I do.

But I dont know ...
Im always feeling insecure
& all those shit.

I read his blog & stuff
& arggggghhhhhhhhhhh.
Somehow it agitates me
when he praises someone else.

Im not asking for full attention.
Im just ....arghhhhh
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT
THE FUCK I WANT
TO SAY.

I wish I meant more .

2006-03-05T01:09:00.000-08:00

testing it out baby :D